Dear Friend,

I wish I don't have this ego as my wall. You have no idea how much I missed talking to you. It's not that I really want to keep you away from me, it's just that it hurts to know that you are still with her, the person I can't forget and that... that is where it hurts.

Never have I intentionally wanted to hurt you but my actions do so... intentionally. I am very happy every time you try to strike a conversation with me but you see, this pride, he won't let me talk to you the way I would.

This pride is convinced that if I let you in my life the way you have always been, I will hurt. I don't want to be reminded of her, and yet remind me of her you do because you have taken that special place she used to have for me.

It's good to know that she can be in no better hands than yours.

But you, I have wronged you many times and yet you still try to save us.

I feel like a jerk. I know I am for the way I am treating you but this little man, he hurts too.

I want to tell you many things but as I keep on writing here I find that the words leave me as easily as breath does.

I hope you find happiness in whatever you do.

This little man, he has never been worth keeping.

She should know.